Forgiving

Someone who has been hard for me to forgive in the last few years used to be my best friend in high school. He was the only guy friend I really had that I trusted and we were great friends. We ended up going to SJSU together and everything changed. What I really cannot forgive is how he became a person who pretended as if we were never really good friends. It is hard for me to forgive because the relationship we had was not that easy to break, but he just became a different person and acted as if I wasn’t his best friend. We barely talk now. I think the last time we spoke was 1 year ago. He made no effort to rebuild our friendship, and when we did talk I told him we would never be friends like we used to be again. I think we both just mutually gave up and I do not consider him a good friend anymore. It is difficult to forgive him because the way he handled the situation. Even if I do forgive, things still won’t be the same.